this is 'great'

have some free time?
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thank you!

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ilil.

love it!

I really like the colours in this. Good job.


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Somehow I'm neither here nor there...

Love is a VERB.

thank you Dennis!

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ilil.

(laugh) oh... my beautiful bowls!!!! I ADORE them SO so much!!!! they really moves me.. and each fish is different and special... when you'll come here, I'll take you to the place where I buy it... it's in the flea market of Jafa, near Tel-Aviv... FULL OF bowls and plates and jars and... what a great joy!!!

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ilil.

the best part:
"when you'll come here"
yay!
actually-if ok with you-i will ask my parents if i can borrow some $ to visit next summer or one after?
i hope it works
i know you may be in the midst of building etc...
but-oh-i'd love to go to this flea market-
in italy-i was young-an undergrad-went there for summer-6 weeks-for school.
in orvieto-i found a ceramic bowl i feel in love with. i had a broken leg-all through the trip (very bad-needed an operation after trip)-(but i went anyway-see?? can't stop lil ole me!!!)
in the store-i walked carefully with crutches. worrying not to knock anything-it was cluttered-and the older womand that ran it-i would not want her to be upset by my being in there.
i found the bowl
it called to me
yes-really
i missed all others
my eyes went sraight to it
not the most pricy of things there-but beautifully spun and glazed.
i carefully held the crutches and limped over to the woman to buy it.
she was amazed.
you found this out of all things?
yes..
my goodness-it is the best one here.
she looked so proud of me-some young kid.

i adore all things
i would love to go to this flea market!

sorry so long to reply-saw note-but-arthritis hit bad today.

have to call dr
60 mg cortisone not working.
bad-as that is strong stuff-always works -especially after day 1 or latest day 2-like it did for me a month and a bit ago.
i worry a lot no med will work for me.
dumb0but i am concerned
i am eagerly looking more and more into the stem cell procedure
not ready yet
both-not sick enough (yet-hop-e not to be)-but it is often peoplle like me who get sicker-and meds make one sicker not better-that need this procedure.
you may have heard of it-you use your own stem cells-so there is no controversy ..
but it is VERY risky
life and death
you shut off entire immune system--kill it-=with very high dose -lethal-chemo-like 100 of my pills or whatever-but infused..anyway-they kill system and re-in fuse with stem cells -ones with the (?)
maybe the killer white cells are modified ? or-the chromosone replaces (?)
need to read more on it
it is highly experimental
used at times for cancers like leukemia--which-at times-i hate to say it-but i wonder if i have-or am on the forestages of it. slowly my white cells are becoming more and more-and overtaking me-so far it shows as inflammation-but as it worsens-i wonder,
i am not scared anymore though...ok?
i just live to live now.
honestly
i just love life that much-that death no lonfer scares me.
i only am sadest for those i leave behind if a bad thing happens
i know-stupid to talk about-but i have had the talk w my parents-cant avoid anymore-especially since i am getting sicker,
such is life.
i cant let them worry
dont want my parents get sick cause of me-you know?
that would only worry me more-and -you know.
ok-enough on depressing stuff-but-just letting you know-i am fighting!!!
and yes-i hope to visit--
my only thing-i kno0w my parents worry about -you know-war /israel/ flying--so-it is the only thing that may keep them from wanting me to go. i know i am over 40-but..ok wnough. i will do my best. i am so glad you all met tho-and they love you-so-it may be ok..
ok stop.
bye

Hey moi!
thank you for your long explanations of your illness right now... it was very important for me to read it in order to understand better some of the things going on with you right now... so no apologies are needed I can fully understand your worries, it's so natural! no one would react differently... and I guess you need to recruit the best of your efforts and mental resources in order to bear and to hope... no miracles, right? long way ahead, I know, and very tough...

is this Italian bowl still exist???


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ilil.

thanks
i will take pic of it when in nj